Cream Blush and Summer Jobs

So I had gotten a blush before, the l'oreal true match blush in rosy outlook. It was ok, but then I dropped it on the floor by accident and half of it fell out. Bummer, barely used it too, what a waste. But the thing I didn't know was how glittery it is, it is definitely not that matte. When I went out into the sun, my friends said I looked like a sparkly vampire from Twilight. Ugh, embarrassing much? Plus it was a bit too pink for me.

So recently I decided to try out a cream blush because I wanted something more matte, so I got Sonia Kashuk Creme blush in Rosey. The color is really gorgeous and I kind of didn't care if it actually went well with my skin tone because I just love the color. It sort of has an orangey undertone, others described it as coral, and I tried a bit out and it looks pretty good because it blends easily and really isn't that harsh. But still going to be out on the lookout for a good powder blush, since I got the brushes for them so don't want to waste them.

Still foraying into the girly world of makeup lol. I kind of gave up on eyeshadow since I'm so bad at it. Bleh.

Also on another note, I've grown my hair out pretty long and am due for a haircut. But I hate my boring dark hair. I kind of want to get highlights to lighten it up and a cool haircut, but am a bit afraid to ask my mom because I've never had anything like that before and feel a bit awkward to ask. But if I just cut it, it will grow back and i'll look the same as before. I really want to change things up so that I can feel like a different person. Not that awkward, quiet girl. Maybe boost some confidence? I dunno. Sigh. I want to change but I don't want to at the same time. It's complicated.

Side note: Gosh, looking for summer jobs, but I've never had one before, sad right? It's hard to find places that will take you without experience. But how the heck do I get experience if I can't get a job?

Also BTW I don't take credit for the following picture, the rights belong to mica g.... (whomever you may be, thanks!)