WORST THING EVER

AHHHHH!! One of the computers in my house is totally wacked up, so my parents called some tech dude to fix it. And when my mom asked my sister if she had any work on the computer (I wasn't really paying attention) and she said no, I thought to myself  "Oh, I haven't used the PC downstairs for a while, so I don't have work on it". B/c I thought they were going to restart it.

I just found out that the dude deleted EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!! All my work, music, and most importantly MY ARASHI VIDEOS! This may seem stupid to people, but it took forever to download and amass that many videos. Now they are all gone. Also recently I somehow deleted a lot of my videos on the PC in my room and was only able to recover a few. Which already made me depressed, but I thought "well, it's a good thing I have a lot of my videos downstairs as backup." But I never got to go downstairs to get them b/c it was wacked up and the mouse wouldn't work, so of course I couldn't get them.

So my mom blames me for not listening, I didn't even know she was addressing me. I was just getting the attention of my sister who couldn't hear her calling. She said she told me, but I misunderstood her plus I didn't know she was also talking to me. Also she said she told me to put all my work on my USB. But when I transfer videos between PC's I can only bring a few at a time. How would I be able to put all my videos, work, music, etc on 2 half filled USB's that are 4GB. Yes only 4 GB, probably with only 2GB of space. Seriously. That is just irrational.

I also still have to write my AP Gov't research paper in like 2-3 hrs and I haven't even started. I think I'll just write about Jon Huntsman Jr. Aarg. I know nothing though. So whatever. Plus I want to watch Amazing Race tonight b/c I couldn't for the last few weeks.

I mean I 'm already depressed about this. SADNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not even going to bother to try to re-download those videos b/c that would be impossible and it would take forever. I mean I've seen them all a million times, but they still bring a smile to my face and a laugh to my sad and tiring day or just to those bored days when I don't have internet.

Man......................................................

I'm sorry to all (probably like 2 people max who happened to stumble upon this) for ranting and sounding idiotic, somewhat bratty, and etc. I just feel sad b/c ARASHI is my whole world esp. in hard times.