This is what I want to take.
1. Intro to Accounting Part 2
2. Intro to Computer and Stats
3. Social Psychology
4. ______ language class
5. Philosophy class: Critical thinking
6. Legal studies class: Law and the Consumer
7.Nutrition and Health
All together this would be 24 credits. I'm scared I won't be able to handle all of this. Right now I take 18 credits and last semester I took 19 credits. I felt ok then, but a lot of these classes will have a boatload of reading which can be very tiring. Also I'm not good with math at all so I'm worried about accounting and stats. I feel like I should either cut one of these classes and take 21 credits which is still a lot or just try it out and if I really can't do it I should drop one class after like a week.
I mean I need to talk to my parents and my adviser. But you know how I often complain about my procrastination, well often only under some sort of pressure do I get things done. Which is bad. But if I have a tougher work load I won't slack off as much right? Hopefully so or this work load could kill me. T.T
I want to push myself because I don't know what is my limit. But I'm worried too. What if it is too much and = mental breakdown?
Anywho on another note. Glarg I have this "friend" who is always complaining that he is bored. And he is also very condescending as well. Saying things like "that is so easy, why don't you understand that?" well not to me but other friends in general. When I met him I got that impression, but than I got to know him and he seemed ok, a bit boring and lackluster in the personality dept but relatively harmless. But lately he has gone back to that 1st impression. He is just annoying to be around. He is supposedly in so many clubs but still complains of boredom.
Also when I first met him and I told him I was a business major, he said his roommate was one too. And when I tell him I'm busy, He has the gall to say, "Why?" "My roommate is a business major and he has tons of free time." That is so insulting. Just because we are the same major doesn't really mean anything.1. I also take other classes as well like gen eds. 2. I find other ways to occupy myself so that I'm not bored. And who says that, seriously. Gosh.
I introduced him to Arashi because he kept complaining of boredom and I was happy to try to get people to like them. And I sent him like 50 songs. He doesn't appreciate the hard work of a fan and how hard it is to support my Arashi through the fandom and a lot of restrictions and what not. All he says is "Isn't it easy?" And I put my foot down. NO you don't deserve to get to know Arashi.. Put in the effort and you shall get rewarded. Instead of complaining all the time go out and do something ok? We are all getting sick and tired of your complaints. Yes, it was sad that you supposedly didn't have friends in high school, but if this was how you acted as well (unconsciously too I must add) then I can kind of see why. Is that mean yes, but is it the truth, yes. A girl can only tolerate so much before she explodes. And this is me exploding all up on this blog. My place of ranting. And as you can see totally random. Often my headings probably only have to do with like 40% of the actually post. The rest is just a rant on my life.
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