Deferred

Ahh, I just found out that I got deferred  from the only EA school I applied to. Mixed feelings. I feel like a lot of people got deferred, more so than rejected which just means more competition. Sigh. I really just wanted to get in somewhere to get a sense of security. Man, my stats weren't so great and looking at College Confidential shot my confidence (whatever is left of it) into the ground. Like, these people got deferred with near perfect SAT's and a million of extracurricular activities? At least I didn't get rejected (surprisingly-maybe they really liked my essays?) though now the torture like wait for 4 months for my decision begins along with my other schools. If I get rejected from all of them I will be seriously crushed. Please let me get in somewhere!!!!