I can't believe out of all of the 11 schools I am applying to I only really want to go to 2. That is sad and they are my reaches. Do I suck at choosing schools or what? I can only hope to transfer. I was researching one of the schools I applied to and people hate it there. I mean I sent my scores in, so I pretty much have to at least apply. It is pure torture writing the essay. My essay is so bad it's laughable. I'm only trying to fix it for my pride as a writer. But it's too hard to write false nice things about somewhere I don't want to go.
I literally feel sick to my stomach. What a great way to ring in the new year. Arg. Did you guys notice I say this often. Yes. Arg!! I can only hope for a miracle I will get into one of the those two schools. Please!!!!
Well, I'm going to power through this all. I may sound extremely pathetic right now, but it's because I feel that way. But in 9 minutes (before midnight) I am going to release all this negativity and leave it behind in 2011. I hope you all have a wonderful 2012. And to all people applying to college. Research carefully!
Also Arashi was so cute at Kouhaku. (spelling that wrong) Their performance really made me feel better and it affirmed my love for them. Thanks Arashi for the smiles and hard work. Good luck in 2012. You'll have my continued support.
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